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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@Better not to, maybe "Ilse? I better let
    @@@@@Better
    not to, maybe
    "Ilse? I better let you go now, honeyI want to
    shower off the dayThen she burst out: "I
    hate to think of you all the way down there in
    Florida by yourself! Maybe falling on your ass in
    the shower! It's not right!"
    "Cookie, I'm fineThe kid - his
    name's Hurricanes, I thought
    "His name's Jim Cantori But that was a case of
    right church, wrong pew
    "That's not the same, and you know itDo you want
    me to come?"
    "Not unless you want your mother to scalp us both
    bald," I said"What I want is for you to stay
    right where you are and TCB, darlinBut take care of yourself
    "Huh?"
    "Never mind
    "I still want to hear you promise, Dad
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    For one terrible and surpassingly eerie moment I
    saw Ilse at eleven, Ilse dressed in a Girl Scout's
    uniform and looking at me with Monica Goldstein's
    shocked eyesBefore I could stop the words, I
    heard myself saying, "Promise"Never heard that one before
    "There's a lot about me you don't know
    I put the phone gently back into its cradle and
    stared at it for a long time
    vii
    Instead of showering, I walked down the beach to
    the waterI quickly discovered my crutch was no
    help on the sand - was, in fact, a hindrance - but
    once I was around the corner of the house, the
    water's edge was less than two dozen steps away
    That was easy if I went slowThe surge was mild,
    the incoming wavelets only inches highIt was
    hard to imagine this water whipped into a
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    destructive hurricane frenzy
    Later, Wireman would tell me God always punishes
    us for what we can't ima
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    6:51 pm
    @@@@@ “Whenaren't you hungry?” Ian teasedHis
    @@@@@
    “Whenaren't you hungry?” Ian teasedHis face was relaxed againHe was better at deception
    than Trudy
    When we reached our room, Jamie sank gratefully onto the big mattress
    “You sure you're okay?” I checkedDoc says I'll be fine in a few days
    I nodded, though I was not convinced
    “I'm going to go clean up,” Trudy murmured as she left
    Ian propped himself against the wall, going nowhere
    Keep your face down when you lie,Melanie suggested
    “Ian?” I stared intently at Jamie's bloody leg“Do you mind getting us some food? I'm hungry,
    tooGet us something good
    I could feel Ian's eyes on me, but I didn't look up“I'll be back in just a second He emphasized the short time
    I kept my gaze down, as if I were examining the wound, until I heard his footsteps fade
    “You aren't mad at me?” Jamie asked
    “I know you didn't want me to go
    “You're safe now; that's all that matters I patted his arm absentmindedlyThen I got to my
    feet and let my hair, now chin length, fall forward to hide my face
    “I'll be right back–I forgot something I wanted to tell Ian
    “What?” he asked, confused by my tone
    “You'll be okay here by yourself?”
    “Course I will,” he retorted, sidetrack
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    6:54 pm
    @@@@@ But, no, Conn wasn't right; Conn didn't
    @@@@@ But, no, Conn wasn't right; Conn didn't quite fit it
    "I saw his picture in the papers about a month agoHave about ten papers sent to me regularlyI can see your old man's putting on a little weight
    "Keeping about even, I guess He had been sick in the past three years and was down to almost the normal weight for a man his sizeConn didn't know his fatherConn wasn't even a first sergeant in 'thirty-sevenYou didn't quit the Army to organize companies when you were a staff sergeantAbruptly Hearn realized that Conn had not whored with Generals Caldwell and Simmons in Washington, oh, possibly once he'd had a drink with them, or more likely he'd served under them as a noncom before the war but the whole thing was pathetic, and a little disgustingConn, the big operatorEven now the watery sagging eyes, the paunch, the mottled bulbous nose, were staring at him with sinceritySure he knew Bill HearnIf they put Conn on the rack, he'd die swearing he knew him, believing he knew him
    "I'll tell you what, when you see Bill Hearn again, you tell him you saw me, or write to him, tell him that
    What had gone on in Conn's head for twenty years in the Army? Or particularly the last five when he had discovered he could swim as an officer?
    Pop! went Dalleson's carbineWhy don't you look him up? He'll be glad to see youI'd kinda like to see him againThey don't make them more sociable than your father With a delicious effort Hearn restrained himself from saying, Maybe he can give you a job at the gate, keeping people out
    Instead he stood up"I'm going in for a dip," he announcedHe sprinted down the beach, hit the water flatly, and coasted under, feeling his mirth, his disgust, his weariness wash away in the delight of cold water against his heated fleshWhen he came up he spouted some water gleefully, and began to swimOn the beach the officers were still sunning themselves, playing bridge or talking
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    6:54 pm
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    balls of fire! Did all Southerners have to refight the War every time
    they met? What difference did it make if the money came from
    Ulysses
    Grant himself? Money was money, and you took it anywhere you
    found
    it
    "Truce!" Sally Brewton waved a white napkin in the louis vuitton vernis air"If you would
    give Anne an opening, she's trying to say something Anne's eyes
    were
    glowing with emotion"I've got nine little girls that I'm teaching to
    read, and only one book to teach fromIf the ghost of Abe Lincoln
    came and offered to buy us some books, I'd-I'd kiss him!" Good for
    you, cheered Scarlett womens rolex watches silently
    She looked at the astonishment on the faces of the other women
    Edward Cooper's expression was something quite differentWhy, he's
    in
    love with her, she thoughtJust see the way he's looking at herAnd
    she doesn't notice him at all, she doesn't even know he's yearning
    over
    her like a moon calfMaybe I should tell rolex oyster perpetual day-date herHe's really quite
    attractive if you like the type, sort of slender and dreamy-looking
    Not all that different from Ashley, come to think of itSally Brewton
    was watching Edward, too, Scarlett noticed
    Sally's eyes met hers and they exchanged discreet smiles"We're
    agreed, then, are we?" said Eleanor"Emma?"
    "We're louis vuitton logo agreedBooks are more important than rancorI'm being
    over-emotionalIt must be dehydrationIs anyone ever going to
    bring
    that hot water?"
    Scarlett rang againMaybe the bell was broken; should she go down
    toú
    the kitchen and tell the servants? She started from the corner, then
    saw the door opening"Did you ring for knock off louis vuitton tea,
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    6:46 pm
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    The director again reached for the telephone and pressed a single buttonIn the front seat,
    beyond the glass partition, the driver picked up the phone recessed in the seat beside him“There’s
    been a change of plans,” said Holland“Head for Sterile Five
    The limousine slowed down, and at the next intersection turned right toward the chanel logo rolling hills and
    verdant fields of the Virginia hunt countryMorris Panov closed his eyes, as if in a trance or as a
    man might do facing some appalling ordeal—his own execution perhapsAlex looked at Peter
    Holland; they both glanced at Mo, then back at each otherWhatever Panov was doing, there was a
    reason for itUntil they reached the gates of the estate that fake hermes was Sterile House Five thirty minutes
    later, no one spoke
    “DCI and company,” announced the driver to the guard wearing the uniform of a private
    security firm, in reality a CIA proprietaryThe limousine proceeded down the long tree-lined
    entrance
    “Thanks,” said Mo, opening his eyes and blinking“As I’m sure you gathered, I’m trying to
    clear my head and with any chanel bag price luck bring down my blood pressure
    “You don’t have to do this,” insisted Holland
    “Yes, I do,” said Panov“Maybe with time I could piece things together with a degree of clarity,
    but I can’t now and we don’t have the time Mo turned to Conklin“How much can you tell me?”
    “Peter knows everythingFor the sake of that blood pressure of yours, I won’t fill you in on tiffany heart tag all
    the details, but the bottom line is that David’s all rightAt least we haven’t heard otherwise
    “Marie? The children?”
    “On the island,” replied Alex, avoiding Holland’s eyes
    “What about this Sterile Five?” asked Panov, now looking at Holland“I assume there’s a
    specialist, or specialists, the kind I need
    “In relays and around the clockYou probably know a few of Chanel Purse t
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    6:46 pm
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    cried YOU MUST NOT STOPWas I telling myself I
    was psychic? Possessed of a phantom arm capable of
    seeing into the unknown? That wasn't ridiculous,
    it was pitiful and insane
    There was a 7-Eleven in NokomisI decided I would
    try my driving skills, pick up a couple of sixpacks,
    and get drunkThings might look better
    tomorrow, through the haze of a hangoverI did
    not see how they could look much worseI reached
    for my crutch and my foot - my left one, my good
    foot, for Christ's sake - caught under my chairMy right leg wasn't strong enough to
    hold me up and I fell full-length, reaching out
    with my right arm to break my fall
    Just instinct, of courseexcept it did break my
    fallI didn't see it - my eyes were
    squeezed shut, the way you squeeze them when you
    know you're going to take one for the team - but
    if I hadn't broken my fall, I would almost
    certainly have done myself significant damage,
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    carpet or no carpetI could have sprained my neck,
    or even broken it
    I lay there a moment, confirming to myself that I
    was still alive, then got to my knees, my hip
    aching fiercely, holding my throbbing right arm up
    in front of my eyesThere was no arm thereI set
    my chair up on its legs, leaned on it with my left
    forearmthen darted my head forward and bit my
    right arm
    I felt the crescents of my teeth sink in just
    below the elbowI felt the flesh of my forearm
    against my lipsThen I drew back, panting"Jesus!
    Jesus! What's happening? What is this?"
    I almost expected to see the arm swirl into
    existenceIt didn't, but it was there, all right
    I reached across the seat of my chair for one of
    my brushesI could feel my fingers grasp it, but
    the brush didn't moveI thought: So this is what
    it's like to be a ghost
    I scrambled into the cha
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    6:50 pm
    @@@@@For walking into a hospital “We've got
    @@@@@For walking into a hospital
    “We've got better clothes stashed with the… less-conspicuous vehiclesThat's where we're
    headed nowAbout five more minutes
    That wasn't what I meant, but he was rightThese clothes would never doI waited to talk to
    him about the restI needed to look at myself first
    The jeep stopped, and he pulled off the blindfold
    “You don't have to keep your eyes down,” he told me when my head ducked automatically
    “There's nothing here to give us awayJust in case this place was ever discoveredA few of the bigger boulders had been carefully excavated,
    leaving clever dark spaces under them that no one would suspect of housing anything but dirt
    and smaller rocks
    The jeep was already lodged in a tight spaceI was so close to the rock, I had to climb over the
    back of the jeep to get outThere was something odd attached to the bumper–chains and two
    very dirty tarps, all ragged and torn
    “Here,” Jared said, and led the way to a shadowy crevice just a little shorter than he wasHe
    brushed aside a dusty, dirt-colored tarp and rifled through a pile hiding behind itHe pulled out a
    T-shirt, soft and clean, with tags still attachedHe ripped those off and threw the shirt to me
    Then he dug until he found a pair of khaki pantsHe checked the size, then flipped them to me,
    too
    I hesitated for a moment while he waited, wondering what my problem wasI flushed and then
    turned my back to himI yanked my ragged shirt over my head and replaced it as quickly as my
    fumbling fingers could manage
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    6:55 pm
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    "Ain't it the truthI got a desk job, flat feet, Hollandia, Stateside, Pentagon, I wear eyeglasses, I cough
    Hearn shoved him playfully"Do you want a word with the General?"
    "Sure, get me in USO They walked in together to chow
    After breakfast Hearn reported to the balenciaga city General's tentCummings was sitting at his desk studying an Air Corps engineer report"They won't have the airfield ready for two monthsThey switched a priority on me
    "That's too bad, sir
    "Naturally I'm expected to win the damn campaign without it The General griped abstractedly as if chanel tote unaware of the identity of the man before him"This is the only division in action at the moment which doesn't have any dependable air support The General wiped his mouth carefully, looked at Hearn"I thought the tent was pretty good this morning Hearn was annoyed with the pleasure top chanel this gave him
    Cummings extracted a pair of eyeglasses from a drawer in the desk, wiped them slowly, and put them onThis was one of the few times Hearn had seen him wearing eyeglasses, and they made him look older somehowAfter a moment Cummings took them off and held them in his hermes replica hand
    "You junior officers getting all your liquor supplies?"
    "Why, yes, I believe we are Cummings clasped his hands
    Now, what was this all about? Hearn wondered"Why do you ask?" he said at last
    But the General didn't answer"I'm taking a trip up to Second Battalion this gucci ladies watches morni
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    6:54 pm
    @@@@@Salt breezes stirred palm trees and wisteria
    @@@@@Salt breezes stirred palm trees and wisteria vines,
    and flowers bloomed year-roundThe soil was black, rich, free of
    stones to blunt a man's plow; the waters teemed with fish, crab,
    shrimp, terrapin and oysters, the woods with gameIt was a rich
    land,
    meant to be enjoyedShips from all over the globe anchored in the
    harbor for cargoes of the rice grown on Charlestonians' vast
    plantations along the rivers; they delivered the world's luxuries for
    the pleasure and adornment of the small populationIt was the
    wealthiest city in AmericaBlessed by reaching its maturity in the
    Age of Reason, Charleston used its wealth in the pursuit of beauty and
    knowledge
    Responsive to its climate and natural bounties, it used its riches also
    for the enjoyment of the sensesEach house had its chef and its
    ballroom, every lady her brocades from France and her pearls from
    IndiaThere were learned societies and societies for music and
    dancing, schools of science and schools of fencingIt was civilized
    and hedonistic in a balance that created a culture of exquisitely
    refined grace in which incomparable luxury was tempered by a
    demanding
    discipline of intellect and education
    Charlestonians painted their houses in all the colors of the rainbow
    and hung them with shaded porches through which sea breezes
    carried the
    scent of roses like a caressInside every house there was a room with
    globe, telescope, and walls of books in many languagesIn the middle
    of the day they sat at dinner for six courses, each offering a choice
    of dishes in quietly gleaming, generations-old silver pieces
    Conversation was the sauce of the meal, wit its preferred seasoning
    This was the world which Scarlett O 'Hara, one-time belle of a rural
    county in the raw red frontier earth of north Georgia, now intended to
    conquer, armed only with energy, stubbornness, and a dreadful need
    Her timing was terribleFor more than a century, Charlestonians had
    been renowned for their hospitalityIt wasn't unusual to entertain a
    hundred guests, fully half of whom were unknown to host and hostess
    except through letters of introductionDuring Race Week-the climax
    of
    the city's social season-owners from England, France, Ireland, and
    Spain often brought their horses months in advance to accustom them
    to
    the climate and waterThe owners stayed at the homes of their
    Charleston competitors; their horses were stabled, as guests, next to
    the horses the Charleston host would be running against themIt was
    an open-handed, open-hearted city
    Fittingly, the first shots of the Civil War were fired at Fort Sumter,
    in Charleston harborTo most of the world Charleston was the symbol
    of the mysterious and magical, moss-hung, magnolia-scented South
    To
    Charlestonians as well"Proud and arrogant
    Charleston" was the refrain in New York and Boston newspaper
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@“Two hundred thousand francs on
    @@@@@“Two hundred thousand francs on account—I
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    balance of the three million
    “But you could disappear before then, couldn’t you?”
    “Have me watched as you’ve been doing, have me followed to London and backI’ll even call
    you with the names of the airlines and the flight numbersWhat could be fairer?”
    “One thing more could be fairer, Monsieur Simon,” replied Santos, pushing his immense frame
    out of the chair and baronially striding to a card table against the lacquered brick wall of his flat“If
    you will, please come over here
    Jason rose from the couch and walked over to the card table, instantly astonished“You’re
    thorough, aren’t you?”
    “I try to beOh, don’t blame the concierges, they belong to youI’m much further below
    scaleChambermaids and stewards are more to my likingThey’re not so spoiled and nobody really
    misses them if they don’t show up one day
    Spread across the table were Bourne’s three passports, courtesy of Cactus in Washington, as
    well as the gun and the knife taken from him last night“You’re very convincing, but it doesn’t
    solve anything, does it?”
    “We’ll see,” answered Santos“I’ll accept your money now—for my best efforts—but instead of
    your flying to London, have London fly to ParisWhen he arrives at the Pont-
    Royal, you’ll call me—I’ll give you my private number, of course—and we’ll play the Soviets’
    gameExchange for exchange, like walking across a bridge with our respective prisoners in tow
    The money for the information
    “You’re crazy, SantosMy clients don’t expose themselves that wayYou just lost the rest of the
    three million
    “Why not try them? They could always hire a blind, couldn’t they? An innocent tourist with a
    false bottom in his or her Louis Vuitton carryon? No alarms are set off with paperTry it! It is the
    only way you’ll get what you want, monsieur
    “I’ll do what I can,” said Bo
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    6:46 pm
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    toward the stairs"I'm not going to dignify that
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    so I pointed at his face"That eye of yours is
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    "Want to tell me what happened to you?" I asked
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    He hung up, and stared at his watchInside the tent the heat hung in heavy draperiesOutside the sky was darkening and the foliage yawned flaccidly in the turgid suggestion of a breezeOn an afternoon like this, a half hour or so before a downpour, it was usually chanel white bag possible to hear every sound, but now there was nothingThe artillery was waiting, plotting their concentration targets, but he could not even hear a machine gun or a rifleThe only noise was the occasional jarring of the earth, the scattering of dust, when a tank moved byHe could not use them at the breach, for there were no roads, so he was sending them to cover up the weakened positions on his left flank
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    6:52 pm
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    who
    were supposed to be working
    "What did this cost?" She tapped the big heavy wood tableIt was in the tack room, filthy dirtyThe chairs are
    from Colum's houseHe suggested we woo the cook into comfort
    before
    she sees the rest of the houseI've made a list of furniture for her
    roomIt's on the table there for your approval
    Scarlett felt guiltyThen she suspected that she was supposed to feel
    guilty, and she felt cross"What about all those lists I approved
    last week? When are those things coming?"
    "Most of them are here, in the sculleryI was planning to unpack
    them
    next week, with the cookMost of them have their own systems for
    arranging utensils and such Scarlett felt cross againHer back was
    hurting worse than usualShe put her hands over the painThen a
    new
    pain ripped through her side and down her leg, shoving the back pain
    into insignificanceShe grabbed the side of the table for support and
    stared dumbly at the liquid streaming down her legs and across her
    bare
    feet to pool on the scrubbed stone floor"The water broke," she said
    at last, "and it's red She looked at the window and the heavy rain
    outsideFitzpatrick, you're going to get very wetGet
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Failed
    It's impossible! You've got it wrong! Out of order! That can't be it!”
    I stared into the distance, sick with disbelief that was turning quickly to horror
    Yesterday morning I'd eaten the last mangled Twinkie for breakfastYesterday afternoon I'd
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    This morning was a hazy memory of blinding sun and desperate hopeTime was running out,
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    I'd turned my back on the east to get the sun off my face for a moment
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    “Impossible,” I whispered again
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    7:25 pm
    @@@@@And the reason it's getting to Jack and not
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    to Jack and not to us is because we've beenSort of ironic, isn't
    it?"
    Behind the wheel, Jack groaned
    "What can you do for him, muchacho? Anything?"
    "I think so
    I had my pads on my lap and my pencils and erasers
    in a belt-packNow I flipped to the picture of
    Jack and found one of my art-gum erasersI took
    away his mouth and the lower arcs of his eyes, all
    the way up to the cornersThe itching in my right
    arm was fiercer than ever, and I actually had no
    doubt that what I planned to do would workI
    summoned up the memory of Jack's smile in my
    kitchen - the one I'd asked him to give me while
    thinking of something particularly good - and drew
    it quickly with my Midnight Blue pencilIt took
    no more than thirty seconds (the eyes were really
    the key, when it comes to smiles, they always are),
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    but those few lines changed the whole idea of Jack
    Cantori's face
    And I got something I hadn't expectedAs I drew,
    I saw him kissing a girl in a bikiniI could feel her smooth skin, even a few
    little grains of sand nestling in the hollow at
    the small of her backI could smell her shampoo
    and taste a faint ghost of salt on her lipsI
    knew her name was Caitlin and he called her Kate
    I put my pencil back in the little belt-pack and
    zipped it closed"Jack?" Speaking quietlyHis
    eyes were closed, and sweat still stood out on his
    cheeks and forehead, but I thought his breathing
    had slowed"How are you now? Any better?"
    "Yeah," he said without opening his eyes"What'd
    you do?"
    "Well, as long as it's just the three of us, we
    might as well call it what it is: magicA little
    counterspell I tossed your way
    Wireman reached over my shoulder, picked up the
    pad, studied the picture, and nodded"I'm
    beginning to believe she should have left you
    alone, muchacho
    940
    I said, "It was my daughter she should have left
    alone
    x
    We stayed where we were for five minutes, letting
    Jack get his second windAt last he said he felt
    able to g
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    6:58 pm
    @@@@@With hasty indignation, therefore, and
    @@@@@With hasty indignation, therefore, and a
    tremulous voice, she said to him, “You do not seem afraid of not
    keeping your countenance when I come in with a basket of provisions—
    though one might have supposed—but it is only as Agatha
    that I was to be so overpowering!” She stopped—Henry Crawford
    looked rather foolish, and as if he did not know what to sayTom
    Bertram began again—
    “Miss Crawford must be AmeliaShe will be an excellent Amelia
    “Do not be afraid of my wanting the character,” cried Julia, with
    angry quickness: “I am not to be Agatha, and I am sure I will do
    nothing else; and as to Amelia, it is of all parts in the world the most
    disgusting to meAn odious, little, pert, unnatural,
    impudent girlI have always protested against comedy, and this
    is comedy in its worst form And so saying, she walked hastily out
    of the room, leaving awkward feelings to more than one, but exciting
    small compassion in any except Fanny, who had been a quiet
    auditor of the whole, and who could not think of her as under the
    agitations of jealousy without great pity
    A short silence succeeded her leaving them; but her brother soon
    returned to business and Lovers’ Vows, and was eagerly looking over
    the play, with MrYates’s help, to ascertain what scenery would be
    necessary—while Maria and Henry Crawford conversed together
    in an under-voice, and the declaration with which she began of, “I
    am sure I would give up the part to Julia most willingly, but that
    though I shall probably do it very ill, I feel persuaded she would do
    it worse,” was doubtless receiving all the compliments it called for
    When this had lasted some time, the division of the party was
    completed by Tom Bertram and MrYates walking off together to
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    Jane Austen
    consult farther in the room now beginning to be called the Theatre,
    and Miss Bertram’s resolving to go down to the Parsonage herself
    with the offer of Amelia to Miss Crawford; and Fanny remained
    alone
    The first use she made of her solitude was to take up the volume
    which had been left on the table, and begin to acquaint herself with
    the play of which she had heard so muchHer curiosity was all
    awake, and she ran through it with an eagerness which was suspended
    only by intervals of astonishment, that it could be chosen in
    the present instance, that it could be proposed and accepted in a
    private theatre! Agatha and Amelia appeared to her in their different
    ways so totally improper for home representation—the situation
    of one, and the language of the other, so unfit to be expressed
    by any woman of modesty, that she could hardly suppose her cousins
    could be aware of what they were engaging in; and longed to
    have them roused as soon as possible by the remonstrance which
    Edmund would certainly make
    122
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XV
    MISS CRAWFORD accepted the part very readily; and soon after Miss
    Bertram’s return from the Parsonage, MrRushworth arrived, and
    another character was consequently castHe had the offer of Count
    Cassel and Anhalt, and at first did not know which to chuse, and
    wanted Miss Bertram to direct him; but upon being made to understand
    the different style of the characters, and which was which,
    and recollecting that he had once seen the play in London, and had
    thought Anhalt a very stupid fellow, he soon decided for the Count
    Miss Bertram approved the decision, for the less he had to learn the
    better; and though she could not sympathise in his wish that the
    Count and Agatha might be to act together, nor wait very patiently
    while he was slowly turning over the leaves with the hope of still
    discovering such a scene, she very kindly took his part in hand, and
    curtailed every speech that admitted being shortened; besides pointing
    out the necessity of his being very much dressed, and chusing
    his coloursRushworth liked the idea of his finery very well,
    though affecting to despise it; and was too much engaged with what
    his own appearance would be to think of the others, or draw any of
    those conclusions, or feel any of that displeasure which Maria had
    been half prepared for
    Thus much was settled before Edmund, who had been out all the
    morning, knew anything of the matter; but when he entered the
    drawing-room before dinner, the buzz of discussion was high between
    Tom, Maria, and MrRushworth stepped forward
    with great alacrity to tell him the agreeable news
    “We have got a play,” said he“It is to be Lovers’ Vows; and I am
    to be Count Cassel, and am to come in first with a blue dress and a
    pink satin cloak, and afterwards am to have another fine fancy suit,
    by way of a shooting-dressI do not know how I shall like it
    123
    Jane Austen
    Fanny’s eyes followed Edmund, and her heart beat for him as she
    heard this speech, and saw his look, and felt what his sensations
    must be
    “Lovers’ Vows!” in a tone of the greatest amazement, was his only
    reply to Mr
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    6:58 pm
    @@@@@“Don’t forget the bank check at the Boston
    @@@@@“Don’t forget the
    bank check at the Boston Five in the morning?”
    “My word, can you imagine what the attorney general would say just knowing that you’d even
    consorted with me? Good-bye, Counselor
    Randolph Gates slammed the door and ran into the bedroom, to the bedside telephoneThe
    smaller enclosure was reassuring, as it removed him from the exposure to scrutiny inherent in
    larger areas—the room was more private, more personal, less open to invasionThe call he had to
    make so unnerved him he could not understand the pull-out flap of instructions for overseas
    connectionsInstead, in his anxiety, he dialed the operator
    “I want to place a call to Paris,” he said
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    52
    6
    Bourne’s eyes were tired, the strain painful as he studied the results of the computer printouts
    spread across the coffee table in front of the couchSitting forward, he had analyzed them for
    nearly four hours, forgetting time, forgetting that his “control” was to have reached him by then,
    concerned only with a link to the Jackal at the Mayflower hotel
    The first group, which he temporarily put aside, was the foreign nationals, a mix of British,
    Italian, Swedish, West German, Japanese and TaiwaneseEach of them had been extensively
    examined with respect to authentic credentials and fully substantiated business or personal reasons
    for entering the countryThe State Department and the Central Intelligence Agency had done their
    homeworkEach person was professionally and personally vouched for by a minimum of five
    reputable individuals or companies; all had long-standing communications with such people and
    firms in the Washington area; none had a false or questionable statement on recordIf the Jackal’s
    man was among them—and he might well be—it would take far more information than was to be
    found in the printouts before Jason could refine the listIt might be necessary to go back to this
    group, but for the moment he had to keep readingThere was so little time!
    Of the remaining five hundred or so American guests at the hotel, two hundred and twelve had
    entries in one or more of the intelligence data banks, the majority because they had business with
    the governmentHowever, seventy-eight had raw-file negative evaluationsThirty-one were
    Internal Revenue Service matters, which meant they were suspected of destroying or falsifying
    financial records and/or had tax havens in Swiss or Cayman Island accountsThey were zero,
    nothing, merely rich and not very bright thieves, and, further, the sort of “messengers” Carlos
    would avoid like lepers
    That left forty-seven possiblesMen and women—in eleven cases ostensibly husbands and
    wives—with extensive connections in Europe, in the main with technological firms and related
    nuclear and aerospace industries, all under intelligence microscopes for possibly selling classified
    information to brokers of the Eastern bloc and therefore to MoscowOf these forty-seven possibles,
    including two of the eleven couples, an even dozen had made recent trips to the Soviet Union—
    scratch all of themThe Komitet Gosudarstvennoi Bezopasnosti, otherwise known as the KGB, had
    less use for the Jackal than the PopeIlich Ramirez Sanchez, later Carlos the assassin, had been
    trained in the American compound of Novgorod, where the streets were lined with American gas
    stations and grocery stores, boutiques and Burger Kings, and everyone spoke American English
    with diverse dialects—no Russian was allowed—and only those who passed the course were
    permitted to proceed to the next level of infiltratorsThe Jackal had, indeed, passed, but when the
    Komitet discovered that the young Venezuelan revolutionary’s solution for all things disagreeable
    was to eliminate them violently, it was too much for even the inheritors of the brutal
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    7:15 pm
    @@@@@I've heard that about Americans, too, that
    @@@@@I've heard that about Americans, too, that they
    tend to extravagance Scarlett was tiring of banterAnd Charles'
    presence made her edgy"What you may not have heard, Mr
    Graham, is
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    English go back homeIf you'll let me ride with the Blazers, I'll
    take at least a pad or I'll eat a flock of crows in front of you
    all-without salt
    "By God, madam, with style like yours, you'll be welcome time you
    say"I'll take you up on that She spit in her hand
    Graham smiled broadly and spit in hisThe slap they gave other's
    palm
    resounded throughout the long galleryThen Scarlett strode over to
    Charles Ragland"I told you in letter, Charles, that this was the one
    house party in the whole try you should stay away fromIt's mean of
    you to come
    "I'm not here to embarrass you, ScarlettI wanted to tell _ _ myself,
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    youI understand that no means noThe regi1 going to Donegal next
    week; it was my last chance to say what wanted to sayAnd, I
    confess,
    to see you againI promise not to lurk or gaze with soulful eyes
    he smiled with rueful humor"I practiced that speech, tooNow did
    it sound?"
    "Pretty fairWhat's in Donegal?"
    "Whiteboy troubleIt seems to be more concentrated there than any
    other cou
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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